
History repeats itself and even when it doesn’t, it tends to rhyme.
Sometimes I find myself losing hope that it will be different this time.
The journey is a cycle disguised as an upward climb,
And soon I find myself in the same place, just at a different time.
Even poets need a break for a time,
From this scheme of never-ending rhyme.
I’m dizzy from these never-ending circles, I want to walk a straight line,
Yet I feel trapped within this dark labyrinth’s twisted confine.
But maybe there is still more to the story than these cynical words I speak,
Maybe there is still hope when all looks dark and bleak.
The past isn’t written with pencil upon paper, it’s carved in stone.
But to You on the throne, the future is just as well known.
My perspective is distorted, that is for certain.
But the truth is that You are still present here, among the hurting.
How long, oh Lord? How long must I wrestle with sorrow in my heart?
Give light to my eyes, for this night is dark and my heart is ripped apart.
The voices inside and outside of me snide and sneer,
Questioning why it seems You are no longer near.
Still, I’ve seen Your love in action and so I choose to trust,
Your love prevails even here in the thick cloud of pride-blown dust.
You see the beauty of the majestic mountaintop view You are creating,
When I see only the dirt and decay on the ground here in this time of waiting.
You are present and will make all things new,
And someday I will see things from a much higher view.
Now I see in a dim mirror confined by linear timeline,
But even in the darkest night, I see Your love’s sign.
History repeats itself and even when it doesn’t, it tends to rhyme.
Lord, I know You will make it different, in Your due time.